tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-60799529877243385612024-02-20T03:21:10.358-08:00Welcome to DarraghConstructive criticism welcome however if you feel the need to negatively comment, expect a reaction.
Thank you and enjoy.D. S. Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00233620473440015368noreply@blogger.comBlogger153125truetag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6079952987724338561.post-59457653863844064922018-11-24T22:55:00.003-08:002018-11-24T22:55:51.649-08:00The Paper Boat<div style="font-family: Helvetica; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;">
A newspaper fresh off the press filled with stories of struggles</div>
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A boy carefully creases and folds with his innocent hands</div>
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Bow, stern, and mast Sealed sharp and straight with lacquer and love</div>
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Stowed aboard are imaginary dreams of hope</div>
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A smile glistens across his face as the boat leaves the dry docks of his hands</div>
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He sets his boat in a rushing stream for it’s maiden voyage</div>
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Printed headlines blurred beneath the wake like the truth long since lost</div>
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Bouncing off concrete cliff walls as it fights to keep upright</div>
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The captain looks back as the smile fades in the distance</div>
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Like a morning fog drowning out a lighthouse</div>
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He ponders the journey with an unseen anxiety</div>
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Remaining strong and true for the uncertain crew</div>
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The paper boat breaks free from inlet obstacles and heads for open seas</div>
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The youth left behind as the aged journey on the high Seas begin</div>
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The paper boat rounds a corner in the streets below and vanishes forever from the boy who set his dreams afloat.</div>
D. S. Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00233620473440015368noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6079952987724338561.post-7563937229242755672018-09-04T07:23:00.000-07:002018-09-04T07:23:09.550-07:00Crystal MethodologyA little back story on this one. I was dating someone that was addicted to Meth and like the rest of her family I couldn't fully admit she was addicted and hoped that my love would be enough but it wasn't and this addiction led to many issues in the relationship which involved personal attacks on my character, cheating, lying, and a level of empathy I wasn't ready for.<br />
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This story is about my perception of her, her perception of my perception of her, and my perception of her perception of me. I related this story in the shape of an hour glass where I sat on one end and she on the other and as our two perceptions come to meet in the center, they converge and mix.<br />
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So, without further delay...<br />
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Waking up I gather my thoughts from wear I scattered them the night before, perhaps it was the morning before.</div>
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I have to rush to ready myself for work but I can’t find me.</div>
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I prop myself up again</div>
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the haze runs through my body numbing any worries.</div>
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For a moment I’m not thinking</div>
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Then</div>
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Not hearing</div>
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And</div>
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Not seeing.</div>
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I sit in my bathroom trying to ready myself for the day.</div>
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Ten minutes goes by but the world has moved much faster and I haven’t even showered yet </div>
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but no matter, I don’t need to right now.</div>
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Even the space between the water molecules is speaking and they don’t have anything nice to say.</div>
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My clothes feel damp again so I run them through the dryer to get rid of the wetness and finite bug like particles along with the inclosed swirling muted fuzz noise.</div>
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It’s ironic that the keys are said to open doors yet I can’t find mine to leave the house, this place. This portal of impending doom and urgency.</div>
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I step outside into the tube that protects me from everything else. It’s just me and the others here. A phase in space and time separating us from reality. Only it’s not my reality but coexists along side theirs.</div>
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I know the ones inside this tube are like me so I can trust them but everyone else outside are trying to take me out of here and it’s not safe out there for me.</div>
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I am confused however, I see my daughter, my son, and my family out there and I can’t understand why they wouldn’t want to be in here with me.</div>
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Sometimes they can relate with me but they just shrug it off and that makes me feel crazy.</div>
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They don’t seem to care that my work bag feels like a 14 pound bowling ball </div>
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or why my dog is frightened of it.</div>
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They must not see the creatures that she does that are hiding amongst us just outside our dimension.</div>
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So many people tell me what I should be doing and who I can trust and what certain people are doing behind my back but they all deny it when I ask them which means it’s true I can’t trust them so I don’t. </div>
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I prop myself up again</div>
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the haze runs through my body numbing any worries.</div>
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For a moment I’m not thinking</div>
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Then</div>
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Not hearing</div>
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And</div>
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Not seeing.</div>
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I have to get away. I know this and I want to so I can fix myself and become who I really am.</div>
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I could have left in a boat with my daughter and everything would have been ok. We would have gotten to leave this forsaken place, this confounded world but deep down I knew it was wrong so I think I’ll go visit family far away. Somewhere that I won’t have instant gratification. Somewhere that somebody knows me and I know them. Perhaps my sister.</div>
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They say that people tend to trade or replace one thing for another. To fill the void or make up for some loss. I don’t know about that but it sure seems that way. When your own family could simply leave you with nothing in the freezing snow. It’s horrible to feel this towards your own blood yet it’s a blessing in a twisted way. As I am getting myself back to who I really am, she loses herself to the same devil. Poor choices and the carpenters cup is lost forever.</div>
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I practice real pleasure everyday. Let the real joys of life lift me up rather than trying to simply prop myself up and I now love again.The clarity is back. So many things I missed, took advantage of, neglected. But true love will always be there and I am fortunate to have been given the chance to really see it. </div>
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Lucky to know that at any point I may have lost it.</div>
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It’s not regret </div>
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It’s appreciation that drives me to this new high. </div>
D. S. Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00233620473440015368noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6079952987724338561.post-43796374173425753892018-09-04T07:05:00.001-07:002018-09-04T07:05:05.617-07:00From the Lions Mouth<div style="font-family: Times; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;">
As you stand confounded, </div>
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My thoughts are unbounded.</div>
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If you took a leap of faith I would catch you,</div>
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If you were to weep I would be there too.</div>
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Strands of your hair tangled in your tears,</div>
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Lands of the fair with no fears.</div>
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An embrace of unity beset upon a balanced union.</div>
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When happiness is in the fore, which shall come first?</div>
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Step firm with your best foot forward and support will follow right behind.</div>
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An intent unspoken, </div>
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Like content unbroken.</div>
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Our dreams are hopeful and our hopes of dreams materialize</div>
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No distant too far and no time too long is the path traveled</div>
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Traveled to meet on opposite sides of a dusty gravel road</div>
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Waiting for the first one to cross to the other.</div>
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D. S. Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00233620473440015368noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6079952987724338561.post-25545078659005613152018-09-04T07:00:00.004-07:002018-09-04T12:20:43.601-07:00Face of a Ghost<div style="font-family: Helvetica; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;">
Spirits saunter</div>
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Souls flaunt her</div>
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Love daunts her</div>
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A tomb</div>
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A grave</div>
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A catacomb</div>
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Headstones worn from tales bestowed</div>
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Chains of pain an love untold</div>
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Reborn Retold Returned</div>
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Eternity never loses its time</div>
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Time never knew love like this</div>
D. S. Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00233620473440015368noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6079952987724338561.post-38028278751736972532018-09-04T06:59:00.001-07:002018-09-04T06:59:26.401-07:00The True Love<div style="font-family: Helvetica; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;">
In the cold cold night I walk with all my might</div>
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A for-told bold love on the wings of my dove</div>
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My soul calls yours and yours calls my soul</div>
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A million steps away a million minutes for bay </div>
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Our touch and embrace of each others face</div>
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Resolve to the dreams we would live it seems</div>
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In the cold cold night I would conquer fright</div>
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For in the darkness your beauty provides my light</div>
D. S. Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00233620473440015368noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6079952987724338561.post-56109407997507303472018-09-04T06:55:00.003-07:002018-09-04T06:55:27.649-07:00Queen of the Cliff<div style="font-family: Times; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;">
As the tides surge and the shores begin a new</div>
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She stops to see the beauty with change</div>
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She stops to see the beauty within herself</div>
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She sees who she is for who she is.</div>
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A beacon of light for a sailor at sea trying to find his way home</div>
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A magnet of force dedicated to the elements of life.</div>
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Her proclivities unseen by the ignorant</div>
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The ignorant unchangeable by her</div>
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She stands in stance of light as the darkness teases her vulnerabilities</div>
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She stands to dance with the light of fright</div>
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An unknown swell of a surf to consume her</div>
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An unknown tree of oak, aged with heart.</div>
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D. S. Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00233620473440015368noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6079952987724338561.post-85048338968478073542018-09-04T06:54:00.001-07:002018-09-04T06:54:07.098-07:00Pain<div style="font-family: Helvetica; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;">
I’ve wandered this planet for almost four decades and came to that point in life where everything is something or nothing is everything.</div>
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The real meaning of searching for the impossible love. challenging fate as if I knew better than the plan shown before me. It was all just a tease and not really possible.</div>
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You woke me up but only to laugh in my face that I fell for it. You took it away before waking me as if it was a dream that slips away once awoken.</div>
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I’ve always questioned who you were and why you do things the way you do and people just say believe or have faith. </div>
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I fully opened my heart like you asked and you took her away from me in this impossible situation we now face.</div>
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Every day that passes I beg of you to show her what you showed me. Every day I ask what did I do to deserve this trick you played.</div>
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Is this part of the experience when coming here? Is this what my specific selected role is? To feel pain in all forms possible? I guess someone has to and no matter who it is they will all ask why me?</div>
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You show your plans to people and for what? We follow them and we are the ones that suffer.</div>
D. S. Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00233620473440015368noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6079952987724338561.post-89385141243202895442018-09-04T06:51:00.000-07:002018-09-04T06:51:02.032-07:00Imprinting Impressions<span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space: pre;"> </span>I wish I could be the one you dream of<br />
I wish I could be the one you run to<br />
I wish I could be the one you Turn to<br />
I wish I was the only one you need<br />
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I dream of us together<br />
I dream of us forever<br />
I dream of us holding hands<br />
I dream of us rolling in the sands<br />
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I wish you could see me<br />
I wish you could hear my thoughts<br />
I wish you could feel my heart<br />
I wish you could hold my soul<br />
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I dream of what might be your dreams<br />
I dream of futures passed with your hand in mine<br />
I dream of passed moments colliding with beauty<br />
I dream of dreams not yet realized<br />
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And I wonder... Is this a dream?D. S. Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00233620473440015368noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6079952987724338561.post-80326010704217371232018-09-04T06:48:00.004-07:002018-09-04T06:48:43.383-07:00Into the Darkness<div style="font-family: Times; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;">
What’s it like awakening to the darkness into the light?</div>
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A compulsory shock of impulsive fright.</div>
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From my mind to yours a passionate compassion,</div>
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A midnight terror dimmed from the candle light of the dark night before,</div>
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An imagination restricted by hopes of imaginary dreams.</div>
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Catastrophic tragedies naturally beset onto us,</div>
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Forevermore has never seemed as nevermore.</div>
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For those who never saw before, forevermore will they see nevermore,</div>
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To glance into the future to see what’s in store.</div>
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I see not a future held up by pillars of four,</div>
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A destiny that is futile, a fate that is lost all the while.</div>
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Foregone has the past passed and the future futuristically fluttered before our eyes</div>
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Dim shadows dance on the walls of a bright tunnel that fade away to an everlasting light swirling down a funnel.</div>
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Go now for the smoldering wick has all but extinguished from a spark.</div>
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Divinely speaking words incomprehensible.</div>
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Tangible only by those with a grasp of knowledge from wisdom.</div>
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As altered as the state of consciousness we breed.</div>
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An unseen pattern that recognizes us before we them,</div>
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Sporadically we glimpse it now and then.</div>
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Comforted by repetition and consistency,</div>
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We play our game with proficiency.</div>
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No longer considering proclivities as theory,</div>
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We break the cycle of spontaneity with inevitability.</div>
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D. S. Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00233620473440015368noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6079952987724338561.post-56219369499397782642018-09-04T06:47:00.000-07:002018-09-04T06:47:01.435-07:00Her Cause and Effect<div style="font-family: Times; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;">
As the Sun rises and the days future is in my gaze</div>
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The words float in the air before my face</div>
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A structure of beauty forms from thoughts seen within</div>
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Blinded by the light of her smile as the words fall into place</div>
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Every character is a moment and each moment fills time and space</div>
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The Sun’s rays carve pathways through clouds </div>
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<span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space: pre;"> </span>Like her smile etches into my heart</div>
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<span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space: pre;"> </span>Like her heart etches into my mind</div>
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Time and space vanish from our reality as the dawn awakes from the dark </div>
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As future becomes present and the present fades away.</div>
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D. S. Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00233620473440015368noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6079952987724338561.post-16728389124095574562018-09-04T06:36:00.003-07:002018-09-04T06:36:52.217-07:00Fresh From The Depths<div style="font-family: Helvetica; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;">
The early morning darkness is awakened</div>
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As the midnight demons are forsaken</div>
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Sun rays steam across a frozen lake </div>
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Carving it’s light into an icy soul</div>
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Spirits dance with the rising fog they make</div>
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Coming together as one conscious that is whole</div>
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My words so often mistaken</div>
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My third eye has awakened</div>
D. S. Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00233620473440015368noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6079952987724338561.post-50118355899425498472018-09-04T06:32:00.001-07:002018-09-04T06:32:08.054-07:00Neglect<div style="font-family: Helvetica; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;">
I hear you speaking but not to me</div>
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I hear you laugh but not to me</div>
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I hear you cuddle but not with me</div>
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A new unspoken deep love fighting to break out from my heart</div>
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I wonder is it the same for you?</div>
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Do you no longer think about me as much as I think about you?</div>
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Even just a short five minutes of us brightens my day with hope and love</div>
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An intimate frustration building up to madness</div>
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A passing by kiss or hug leaves feelings of confusion</div>
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Is it hidden or is it to be safe?</div>
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Am I just hurting from my own thoughts of what is neglect and is it my own neglect I’m creating</div>
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Am I craving attention I don’t deserve or am I craving too much from a love that is more pure than any thought I’ve ever had?</div>
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Is it too much now to ask for?</div>
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Is it too much too pray for?</div>
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It must be my own neglect, It must be my self torture.</div>
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It must be my own. </div>
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D. S. Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00233620473440015368noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6079952987724338561.post-88062118444212326722018-08-29T13:32:00.003-07:002018-08-29T13:32:22.365-07:00Distant Devotion<div style="font-family: Helvetica; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;">
The stream roars along at the break of Spring</div>
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Coldness melted with warmth of rays</div>
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Ice broken away from their stubborn stance</div>
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Freezing currents carries the ice, only to shatter them on the rocks</div>
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Panic Not.</div>
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Alone in my ore-less raft I plunge my hand into the chilled water</div>
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Reaching deep down to salvage a sunken thought</div>
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I pull up a frozen stone shaped like my mind</div>
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Catastrophic futures if thawed </div>
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Panic Not.</div>
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I hold the frozen stone in my hands adoring it’s complexity</div>
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I see the ice frozen deep in each pore glistening with hope</div>
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Begging to be set free unbound from its chains</div>
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Destroyer of time to come</div>
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Panic Not.</div>
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As the ice melts the glisten darkens to a doom</div>
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Spreading over my hand and onto the raft.</div>
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It encompasses everything and no thing completely</div>
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Lacking remorse as its appetite consumes its entire path</div>
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Panic Not.</div>
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A destiny for-told, a fate oft fought </div>
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I seize at its power consuming and devouring </div>
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Clouds swirling above blackening into space</div>
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Starlight vanishes like the glimmer in my eye</div>
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Panic Not.</div>
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Lady Luna hides from the oncoming tragedy </div>
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Her craters soften and retract from being exposed.</div>
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She closes her eyes in pain</div>
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She holds her breath in the same</div>
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Panic Not.</div>
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Ice cold sweat pours down from every hair mocking the tears</div>
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My raft begins to deflate as the air freezes.</div>
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My toes begin to numb as the stream slowly takes over.</div>
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Millions of Frozen icepicks stabbing at my legs</div>
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Panic Not.</div>
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The streams hunger surrounds my waist as the will to sleep overwhelms my mind</div>
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Pease and calm eases my inner fight as the night clouds my judgement</div>
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My lungs slow as they harden and still from the cold</div>
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My muscles spasm into oblivion as the darkness fills my chest </div>
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Panic Not.</div>
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To swallow is more complicated than thinking</div>
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My hair freezes on end as the mercky water blends with the last breaths </div>
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Vision is lost and the cold becomes warm with numbness</div>
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I sink farther as my raft entombs me and lays me to my grave</div>
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Panic Not.</div>
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A hand touches my shoulder and caresses my neck</div>
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A soft gentle touch shines through the ice that has sealed my fate</div>
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A restoring warmth flows through my body as the air crushes my casket to free me</div>
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Water drips down my face once again.</div>
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Panic Not.</div>
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Sun rays tickle my cheeks as Lady Luna smiles upon my soul.</div>
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The numbness flows down and away from my limbs and soul.</div>
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Her arms embrace me filling me with life of breath once again</div>
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My tragic history melts into hopeful glory</div>
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Panic.</div>
D. S. Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00233620473440015368noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6079952987724338561.post-86663836797443484642018-08-29T13:31:00.000-07:002018-08-29T13:31:08.199-07:00Infinite Dispare<div style="font-family: Helvetica; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;">
Like the moment in the quickness of an incoming monsoon or typhoon</div>
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Like the onset of the night trailing dusk</div>
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Like the beaches being pulled away into the depths of the sea</div>
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The feeling of loneliness is as deep as the love we give.</div>
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Sleeveless tattooed arms of hearts</div>
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A love expressed but never truly accepted.</div>
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Stone walls built by giants, giants that roam my soul and heart.</div>
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Their footsteps echo throughout my cavernous body like a hollow cave dwelling long since abandoned.</div>
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Like a high pitched frequency ringing in the top left back quadrant of your skull</div>
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Like the aching twinging pain deep down in your naval</div>
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Like the hole in your heart thinking its the bottomless pit</div>
D. S. Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00233620473440015368noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6079952987724338561.post-3886631241340263462017-07-30T22:02:00.001-07:002017-07-30T22:02:19.378-07:00The Retreat<div style="font-family: Helvetica; font-size: 12px; line-height: normal;">
An intention spoken yet not heard from behind the pain of a vail of stone.</div>
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An intuition that saw the future before it was expressed and a heart boarded up.</div>
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Protected from any further humiliation, hurt, hatred.</div>
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My aura metaphysically transmutes into the densest matter as my edges darken.</div>
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A shadow casted from a ghost in a shell </div>
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Only to realize it is all self created, self proclaimed, and self destructing.</div>
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A vision seen in an imagination responsible for it’s creation waiting to be experienced.</div>
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Waiting for just the right justification, the right moment and yet the right moment was not understood.</div>
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I want to retreat into my castle but I find myself already there and have been all this time.</div>
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Like the dreams dreamt they disappear as quickly as I awake from them.</div>
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D. S. Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00233620473440015368noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6079952987724338561.post-31520566419095004502017-07-01T18:37:00.003-07:002017-07-01T18:37:54.800-07:00A Dream With Divinity<br />
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Aligning my crystals specifically in their place around me and my two smokey quartz under my pillow in its case I hear the Vedic healing mantra playing in the background and already I feel a certain level of lightness to my body.</div>
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I prepare myself for Kryiia with the breathing sessions opening my lungs fully and the Bastrika breathing.</div>
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I lay down on my bed with my hands at my side facing upward so as not to be interfered with any metal in my mattress and I begin my Kryiia.</div>
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Soooo… hummmm… sooooo… hummm… repeating 40 times in the slow stage then moving on to the medium speed at 20 times then the fast speed at 20 times. I repeat this cadence 3 times or at least I think I did. At some point everything fell away from my body. Everything material on this plane. I could still hear Ila breathing and the fan spinning around and around as well as the night creatures outside my window in the creek. I felt with it all and it all was with me then I was shot out and before I realized it happened, I was standing at the coast. Somewhere in the North coast or lost coast areas. Tall grass about knee high surrounded the narrow footpath of Earth beneath my feet. A path obviously traveled for centuries by hundreds of thousands of people. I knew them all and they all greeted me in their own time.</div>
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A gentle breeze tickled the tall grass as they danced with each other in the early morning hours playing with the scent of the ocean tide bringing in the daily life.</div>
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It was light out but just before the Sun rose becoming visible for the Gazing rituals of the natural, nature, life.</div>
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Then, I turned and you were there by my side with your hand held out asking for mine in silence.</div>
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I need not the Sun to gaze into for the light shining from you was everything and nothing all at once. Your hair was gold and your eyes sparkled from your own reflection of light. It was the most beautiful sight to bestow on any living creature let alone a mere human. At first I felt insignificant standing before you but you took my hand and nothing else mattered. Not my apprehension, anxiety, not my worries. Just my heart remained with you and in your hands. We walked side by side on the footpath of wisdom towards a small log cabin at the top of a berm overlooking the ocean. Several trees surrounded the cabin in a crescent shape. 13 trees in all I believe and the opening of the crescent shape faced due west. The cabin nestled in the center of the trees and the branches of one tree held hands with the tree next to it covering the cabin and the entirety of the sacred circle area.</div>
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The footpath twisted its way up the slight incline up the small hill leading right to a stone walkway up to the cabin. Each stone seemed to be placed just for our feet during each step. </div>
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I looked up to the cabin and a tall stone chimney stretched upwards with an uncongested smoke signal sneaking out of it’s tip top.A light glow emitted from the two windows in the front on either side of the opened door and an easy red orange glow came from within.</div>
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The more I thought of how lovely the sight was, the longer it seemed the stone path was getting and the instant I knew I thought this, you were in my arms and I was carrying you through the doorway.</div>
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All awareness came to only the cabin and you and I right then. A low burning fire greeted us with a Raven and Dove resting on it’s mantle. The Raven looked up at me and smiled and I turned my head to look at you and you nosed my cheek playfully. </div>
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There were two other windows on either side of us and two more on either side of the fireplace and all to be seen was the blackness of space and the shining stars lighting the cracks and spaces between the boards on the floor. </div>
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The cabin was filled with books most in writing I couldn’t understand but there was one ready for us on an alpaca blanket which was laid out just in front of the hearth of the fireplace. The cover of the leather bound book simply read, Joyce. </div>
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I gently laid you down on the side closest to the fire and snuggled behind you and wrapped the blanket over us as you opened the book by Joyce and began reading with an amazing Irish tongue. </div>
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I looked up at the two feathered creatures and they too had snuggled next to each other. The Dove burying her head in the chest of the Raven and then they turned into an emerald stone sculpture. The light thrown from your golden shine thrown onto them and a brilliant sense of love filled the cabin.</div>
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As I became more aware of the moment, I noticed from draping my arm over your stomach that we were not clothed and don’t think we ever had been since we met on the footpath. </div>
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You knew what I just remembered and place the book open face down and turned towards me placing your hand on my chest and looked deep into my eyes. Your gaze was so powerful, intense, and pure love. I couldn’t take my eyes off yours. I touched your lips with my finger just grazing over them and your eyes closed as your mouth slightly opened and you released a breath of anticipation.</div>
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The next frame of our scene was our lips meeting and tasting each other. The sweet taste between us of the same desire for each other. A sense of ones heart in with the other. </div>
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Each fine long hair of the alpaca softly supported our delicate love as we met as one when time had no meaning, no sense, and no restraint.</div>
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The proof we all look for in life and in the eternal love and eternity shown herself to us specifically in this moment. For us to know each other in ways no other one could comprehend.</div>
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Exploring each others bodies and the depths of the other’s mind, healing the other’s soul.</div>
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Your soft hands gliding around my body as mine hold you close. </div>
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Our tongues introduce our newly found selves once again and they dance together.</div>
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We intertwine in a dance of our own under the light of the divine blessed to express ourselves fully in no fear.</div>
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As I realize the lack of anything negative, fearful, sadness, you were gone. No longer on top of me and I open my eyes only to see nothing again except the familiar sight I’m used to. </div>
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The Vedic mantra comes back into focus as does Ila snoring and the fan, the fan is now on high somehow and is rattling from side to side. I get up to turn it off and lay back down and wishfully fall asleep in your arms again.</div>
D. S. Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00233620473440015368noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6079952987724338561.post-81092897095070917702017-07-01T18:36:00.003-07:002017-07-01T18:36:54.048-07:00A Memory Reborn<div style="font-family: Helvetica; font-size: 12px; line-height: normal;">
Released from a life of torment and pain I feel the tides have turned.</div>
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From an unknown misery hidden by my heart to help others.</div>
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Cleansed by the caring of another I was able to find my soul again that I never knew I had.</div>
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Complexities simplified instantaneously</div>
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Love fluid like an opened dam on a river no longer held back.</div>
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Captivating currents rushing over the rock bed with swirling tides carrying sediment to their final resting places.</div>
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Pebbles forming new shores and beaches birthing new life.</div>
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A constant that is ever changing on a path that has been delivered onto her.</div>
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A full moon reflecting their love off every grain of smokey quartz flickering in her light.</div>
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A cooling refreshment of spirit touches him as his thoughts calm into one.</div>
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A reminder to him of something once known but a distant memory reignited as the flame he once possessed.</div>
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A fire from the water and the stone from the sky.</div>
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Four become one, in unity back to the beginning.</div>
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<br />D. S. Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00233620473440015368noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6079952987724338561.post-42703090132998907132017-07-01T18:35:00.001-07:002017-07-01T18:35:14.165-07:00Freed Thoughts<span class="Apple-tab-span" style="font-family: Helvetica; font-size: 12px; white-space: pre;"> </span><span style="font-family: Helvetica; font-size: 12px;">The thought of freeing my thoughts</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space: pre;"> </span>A bird Sun gazing before the morning feeding</div>
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<span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space: pre;"> </span>A tree reoxyginating the air we breathe</div>
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I step into the day born smiling once again</div>
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Indifferent to the old way scorn from those who pretend</div>
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Songs of liberation protected from the world</div>
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Delicate touch of silk strong enough to support them</div>
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<span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space: pre;"> </span>The thought of freed thoughts founded</div>
D. S. Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00233620473440015368noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6079952987724338561.post-28877613789790346292017-07-01T18:34:00.003-07:002017-07-01T18:34:14.381-07:00Is<div style="font-family: Helvetica; font-size: 12px; line-height: normal;">
A manifested imagination of love never before defined.</div>
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Defined in a way without concept or idealisms.</div>
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Idealisms falter by design </div>
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Design by nature generating life.</div>
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Life living and loving respectively </div>
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Respectively equal in balance.</div>
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Ones masculinity for another's femininity.</div>
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Both residing in the same heart provided by both of them.</div>
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A shared consciousness, a single consciousness.</div>
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What’s really to share when two provide instantaneous needs naturally.</div>
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No-thing derived from nothing giving way to something.</div>
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Something generates into the manifestation.</div>
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Manifestation determinate by an order.</div>
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Order of all, order of love.</div>
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Love is love like I am I or you are you.</div>
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Love is love like the rain is purifying or the ground re-energizes.</div>
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Love is love like the ocean sings or clouds cloud.</div>
<br />D. S. Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00233620473440015368noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6079952987724338561.post-63032679117363401532017-07-01T18:33:00.001-07:002017-07-01T18:33:08.815-07:00Meeting Of The Minds<span style="font-family: Helvetica; font-size: 12px;">I am grateful for the gifts received</span><br />
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I am thankful for the blessings retrieved</div>
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I am gracious for the thoughts conceived</div>
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I am filled of love from the memories bereaved</div>
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My love stands on the shore across the sea</div>
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She stands just out of sight from me</div>
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Our hearts peer into each others souls to plea</div>
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For a life unconsidered prior of thee</div>
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In one another’s arms our blood unites</div>
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Our arms hold each other from dusk til early morning light</div>
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Confessions confounding ones might</div>
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Together their love is proven right</div>
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Hearts divided came together </div>
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Pain subsided and loved forever</div>
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The feel of their skin enchanting</div>
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As they wrap arms while dancing</div>
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Their minds rest in the company of peace </div>
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My flesh on her flesh</div>
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My love on her love</div>
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Breath of one in synchronicity </div>
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D. S. Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00233620473440015368noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6079952987724338561.post-18757271867224628492017-07-01T18:31:00.003-07:002017-07-01T18:31:51.272-07:00Our Experience<div style="font-family: Helvetica; font-size: 12px; line-height: normal;">
Who</div>
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As I stand holding myself she intrudes in my protection</div>
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I didn’t even notice it happened</div>
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She melded with my heart so swiftly there was no time for inspection</div>
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Am I waiting to wake up and ask myself what happened?</div>
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What</div>
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The thing everyone wants, everyone looks for, everyone would kill for.</div>
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The thing nobody has, nobody found, nobody lives.</div>
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The thing they are envious of, jealous of, hateful of and will take it from you.</div>
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The thing you just have or don’t. The thing you just know or don’t. The thing that pushes all to the edge and without faith, your leap won’t find love.</div>
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When</div>
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In a time of reconciliation and transformation.</div>
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In a time of rediscovery and transition.</div>
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Two reality’s meet on a destination of destiny.</div>
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A future no one saw, or did they.</div>
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Did it already happen and it’s the memory we live now or is the love the time itself.</div>
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Where</div>
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In each others hearts</div>
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In each others minds</div>
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In each others souls</div>
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These spirits are two of a kind</div>
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God whisping the air with a hand of hope</div>
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God’s intention for them to meet was specifically designed</div>
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Why</div>
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Too feel love again</div>
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To feel </div>
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To feel pain again</div>
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To feel</div>
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To show love again</div>
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To show</div>
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To show pain again</div>
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To show</div>
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A storm always finishes at the darkness of nights calm put to bed by the morning Sun.</div>
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How</div>
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An infinite instances leading one foot after the other to an inevitable collision.</div>
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A butterfly flaps it’s wings and windows are boarded.</div>
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Light feeds the life of the living and the dead rest beneath them</div>
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We gaze in each others eyes lost in the Sun.</div>
<br />D. S. Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00233620473440015368noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6079952987724338561.post-24317699706916832322017-07-01T18:30:00.003-07:002017-07-01T18:30:48.767-07:00The Morning Dew<div style="font-family: Helvetica; font-size: 12px; line-height: normal;">
My mind wakens and I see her looking at me</div>
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My body stirs as she lays her hand on my chest</div>
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She smiles gently down at me as I open my heart up to her</div>
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Our electricity merge together to form its own magnetosphere</div>
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Impenetrable by the inconceivable</div>
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Infatuated by the innocent</div>
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Indecent to the incredulous</div>
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Institutionalization or enlightenmentalization</div>
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Their diaphanous dialectic Deter the Damned</div>
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An explosion extrapolating from an exponential embrace</div>
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An erroneous armory of accolades from agnostics</div>
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A floundering philosophy feared by the filaments</div>
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The light outshines its starting point and the darkness out darkens its ending point only to come together as one, as none, begging to be distinguished</div>
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D. S. Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00233620473440015368noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6079952987724338561.post-72308776737980397742017-06-22T12:32:00.003-07:002017-06-22T12:32:20.537-07:00Her Journey<br />
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A the rails to a far away land</div>
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She sits alone awaiting her flight</div>
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Flight from servitude, flight from the roller coaster.</div>
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Over vast expanse of water cleansing her heart.</div>
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Her mind ponders the depths of the sea and the limitless ceiling of the sky.</div>
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Will he keep the two pressures from crushing her?</div>
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Will he allow an exchange of heart, an exchange of love.</div>
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An unknown existence yet experienced for either of them.</div>
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The new land slowly approaches under her feet unsure whether or not to touch down on uncharted territory.</div>
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His arms and heart are open but will she embrace him.</div>
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He comes closer as she readies to land and she smiles to him.</div>
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Returning her smile he shows his heart without fear, without hesitation.</div>
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Will she jump into his arms forever leaving behind someone who was never.</div>
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Time stops as they touch and space empty’s of apprehension.</div>
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A verse they both share in unity, a universe.</div>
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D. S. Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00233620473440015368noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6079952987724338561.post-21701722337245103332017-06-22T12:31:00.000-07:002017-06-22T12:31:35.808-07:00The everlasting Dance<br />
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As the room spins my mind joins in</div>
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As her dress spins and swirls my eyes follow</div>
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My heart beats harder than the Bodhran and my stomach flutters faster than the spoons</div>
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A delicate jig we dance as our lungs heave and pant</div>
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The room goes dark and everyone disappears except us</div>
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Our hands unite and our bodies become one</div>
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Slow in step to an ancient Celtic tune</div>
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Our hearts beat together in anticipation waiting for the last note of the pipes</div>
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An unspoken agreement of love to those of the wiser</div>
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A harmonious entangled melody plucked from Diedra’s soul</div>
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A tin whistle falls silent as the cages guards step away</div>
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They remain as one forever more </div>
D. S. Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00233620473440015368noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6079952987724338561.post-20739466425440594202017-06-22T12:14:00.003-07:002017-06-22T12:14:22.500-07:00mo ghrá bheith liom <br />
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For you I would crawl on broken limbs</div>
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Through broken brush and over broken trees</div>
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Cross broken bridges and seal up broken dams</div>
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Pluck you from the rushing creek of broken dreams</div>
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Patch and wrap your delicate broken wings</div>
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Carry your broken body up broken cliffs</div>
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Mending a broken heart from broken promises</div>
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Broken truths, broken love, deliver me this broken dove</div>
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From a broken life of a broken reality we mend each others broken insanity</div>
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A broken thought sealed with a broken kiss</div>
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A broken touch that is no longer missed</div>
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A whole heart for a whole soul</div>
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and a whole embrace for your whole love</div>
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My whole love for a whole embrace</div>
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And my whole soul for a whole heart</div>
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My whole life and my whole dream</div>
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Is as whole as my whole life with you</div>
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If whole is as whole can seem</div>
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Then it is no wonder I see my dream with you</div>
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An instant connection an instant ascension</div>
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Instant protection from worldly pretention</div>
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Material flesh that begs to rest</div>
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From the materials of ungodly tests</div>
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Such vows etched into my heart plead mercy with your love</div>
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